Despite what I may say out of my mouth, there's nothing I want more than to be LOVED. I mean, there are so many things that I excel in or that I'm great at doing, none of them entail choosing mates that want to love ME. I'm great at loving people. I would assume I get it from my mother. My mother loved everybody, whether they deserved it or not. So, I guess I have some of that in me also. Maybe it was watching soap operas as a child or reading those damn Disney fairy tales.
Like how come I haven't had my Pretty Woman moment, or fallen in love with my Prince Hakeem? Why don't I wake up to a house full of flowers or surprise trips overseas? I meet sooooooo many people and have spent time with sooooo many people and IT, just never seems to happen. Maybe it's me. Maybe I expect a disaster and ruin all hopes.
I always envision my lover being my best friend. I know that sounds absolutely absurd in the days of Let-me-get-you-before-you-get-me. But I really want a Homieloverfriend. Y'all know what I'm talking about! lol... I go to great lengths to let people know how I feel about them. But that's null and void when the feelings aren't reciprocated. I don't know, but I hope it happens soon...Like Jay says "All I need is a partner to play cards with the cards up!"
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